I don't know if it's because I'm too weak to do it, or if it's because I'm strong enough not to.

Why oh why did you disappoint me?!

I just can't decide. I've heard Legend of Korra looks awesome. If it was its own series, I would definitely try it. But I'm just so darn mad about how Avatar: The Last Airbender ended! SO MAD!! I was such a huge Zutara fan, and they screwed me over! I don't know if I can forgive them!

Even if it was a prequel! But Korra is based on the children of couples that I HATE! *sobs*

I just can't decide what to do.

Somebody tell me what to do!!

Also, I skipped class and am skipping work Friday. I feel guilty. And I feel sick because my diet is so bad it has passed the point of funny. Now it's just gross. I made cookies. I ate cookies. Now the sight of them makes me ill.   =(


Anyone want some cookies?


So, since I skipped class I'm doing school work. (Okay, I'm not, but I will! Right after this and after I research some more about bleaching my hair and then dying it pink. It seems nobody else likes the idea of me with pink hair. That makes me sad. Oh, are we still in parenthesis? I'll fix that!)
Also, I finished a 123 page thread on Coscom. I feel accomplished. If only I could finish more important things.

When I figure out my webcam, I'm dying to post a video or picture of my destroyed purse. Maybe you guys can help me figure out what to do with the fabric left. I can't stand the idea of just trashing it.

Much love,
Kayla (and Lana)


P.S. Fun fact, my boyfriend's name is Michael, and I'm Kayla (Kay). Michael and Kay. Like from The Godfather! I hadn't seen the movie before so I'm a little excited. I was happier about the Kayla from X-Men Origins, but I don't think the bf would be happy if I started calling him Logan. Even Wolverine might be too much.

I know I was kind of in and out with this short post. That's good though. I gotta go back to the real world for a while.  =(  Wish me luck!

Let’s just go to the mall and you can buy stuff and I’ll walk behind you and call you pretty.

Today's quote courtesy of Everybody Loves Raymond, which, along with Fresh Prince has been sending me on a wild nostalgia trip lately. I miss old Nick @ Nite. Now it's just TBS in the afternoon...

 I need this-to go to the mall and be told that I'm pretty. I have had a horrible week. I'll get into that soon. The first couple of paragraphs were written when times were not so dark, so I will not ruin that mood. I will pick back up on this after the dancing psychic.

While I have had a relatively productive weekend (my apartment is finally in livable conditions despite my near hoarding problem), I have spent many hours today watching hilarious .GIFs on the Cosplay.com forums (or: where I procrastinate). Apparently, nothing makes me want to dance more than watching .GIFs all day. Also, I keep expecting every cute thing that happens in real life to repeat indefinitely. It's kind of disappointing that they aren't.

So anyway, I was dancing around the house, trying to get my dog to dance with me. (She did a little, but not enough. Evidently I need human friends to dance with.) But I will let you know, my moves looked about as cool as:

Anyway, back to why this week has been full of suck. Reason number 1-I am lazy and tired of working and going to school. I am starting to get BURNED OUT! Reason 2-today I bent a nail. I don't know how, as my nails are hideously short, but it happened, and there was blood, pain, and a lot of whining. Reason 3-my dog ate my purse. Not just any purse, mind you, but my spring purse. It matched all the spring colors. Oh yeah, and it was Coach. Not knock off like my others. Legit. And now it's dog shit. Literally. And I AM using that word correctly. Reason 4-I adore my last foster, and he got adopted today. FML I didn't even get a goodbye hug. Today, I became a tearbending master.

I am a sad person right now. A sad person very mad at their roommate/dog.

I mean, I'm glad a couple of assignment deadlines were extended and one project completely taken off a class syllabus, but damn. Not worth the week I had. Not to mention I insisted my boyfriend and I go to Olive Garden to mourn our week of suck, but apparently it is not as delicious as I remembered. For $50. Right after I lost a designer purse. I feel sick. And not just because I eat chocolate when I'm sad.

Thank the lord the coscom forums make me feel better. I am no longer sobbing and throwing shit (this time not the literal shit). I feel better, but still depressed.

Must cheer up! Must just stop caring!

Let's hope, at least.

Much love,
Kayla  (Lana's still in deep shit-not literally this time either)

It is something that grows over time... a true friendship.

 
"It is something that grows over time... a true friendship. A feeling in the heart that becomes even stronger over time. The passion of friendship will soon blossom into a righteous power and through it, you will know which way to go..."

This is what it looks like when I miss my boy, Link. And also when I miss video games.

I had a very sad lull in my blog posts. I managed to keep up to date with my work blog, but not my fun blog. Too much homework, followed by spring break, then more homework.

Since my last post, I have fallen in love with (and purchased) the newest Evanescence CD. I highly recommend it! Every time they release a new CD, it takes me a while to adjust to it, but I end up liking each one more than the last.

I have also decided I want pink hair! My mother might kill me, but I have permission from my boyfriend (though he wasn't super excited about the idea). I want a light pink, like Manic Panic's Cotton Candy Pink. Unfortunately, that means I'll have to bleach my hair first, and I understand that is really bad for it.  =/

This is pretty close to the color I want. I wonder how mad my bosses would be.  =)

Lana and I had to say goodbye to Link. I miss the little guy! He really was an amazing dog. So sweet, very cute, and just the perfect size! Then we took a bit of a break from fostering, but we now have another, an Australian Cattle Dog puppy (my boss's specialty) for a couple of days. I'll take him again next week, but this weekend I get a break so I can pet sit (yay for making money!).

My sweet baby Link. One day I'll have one just like him. Lana would love it!

I'm super super proud I got into both the honors societies I have been working my BUTT OFF to join since Freshman year of college!! ((ΦΒΚ and ΦΚΦ)) One of them I had to fight for, because my major is new, and somebody forgot to input the major code into the audit system. But, they fixed the problem and let me and several others in my major in.  =)

I am finding time for reading (mostly fanfiction, but not entirely), which excites me way more than I thought it would. School is coming along, as are my plans for next year, which will help me get into graduate school. (Scary thought!) Everything is falling into place except... exercise. That's not my forte. I made a photo album on my computer of pictures that inspire health consciousness (mostly pictures of rhythmic gymnastics-it's not something I do, but something I wish I could). I follow people on blogger and youtube and such that post exercises. I jump on pinterest every once in a while for workout stuff, but don't care enough to create an account. I buy veggies and fruits (which go bad WAY faster than my potato chips). I guess I just need to keep working to motivate myself.

A Pinterest.com gem

Much love,
Kayla, Lana, and for a little while, Gage